The radiotherapy is very strange indeed. Tied down to a bed with your gimp mask on and pinned to the guerney. The feedback from the Chemo kind of hangs in your system making you feel like very spaced out most of the time and with the morphine and the radio on top it all gets seriously weird most of the time. Not sure what's going on.
Feeling pretty lost at the moment, unsure where I am or what is happening.
It's all I can do to get into London Bridge most days.
Got a week end off now from all treatments for a few days - hopefully I'll gain some equilibrium. Spooky as all fuck at the moment,
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